憧憬。未来

今天是我们第一次正式一起讨论到关于未来
以前的我都很抗拒讨论到这话题
因为我觉得 
我们未来身边的人是不是彼此都还不确定
凭什么讨论“我们”的未来
无可否认 我确实是太悲观了 总往坏处想
今天无意间讨论到这话题
没有抗拒 反倒有些许的憧憬
开始会有些期待我们讨论的 那样的 未来
然后我才发现
一起计划未来 不是因为你跟那个人会有未来
而是因为你想跟他一起制造 你们的未来
不用觉得委屈我 只要那是我想要的未来
时间与过程 我们可以携手度过
那会是我们年老坐在摇椅上时共同回味的回忆
希望那时候的你 还会像现在一样疼爱着我
而不是变成一个脾气古怪的老头 哈哈

谜题

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可惜没如果

有蛮长一段时间 没有一首歌 让我这样重复又重复的播放了...


在感情面前 讲什么自我 要得过且过 才好过
全都怪我 不该沉默时沉默 该勇敢时软弱
如果不是我 误会自己洒脱 让我们难过
可当初的你 和现在的我 假如重来过
倘若那天 把该说的话好好说 该体谅的不执著
如果那天我 不受情绪挑拨  你会怎么做

Holidays

开心的4天假期就这样过去了
很开心这几天都是跟你在过
跟你一起的时间总不嫌多
接下来就是压力的日子了
希望接下来的9个月可以顺顺利利的过
只求一个毕业而已
只求一个不再有fail的两个sem然后顺利毕业
离开这个已经变质的sg long