昨晚的那位anonymous 让我想起了一个人
一个女生
虽然不认识
但她的经历让我很想很想安慰她,鼓励她
或许是因为经历过mei kuan的事
所以可以感受到她的痛
我甚至把自己站到她的处境去深入想象她的痛
那种感觉太可怕了
身为negative thinker 的我
同样的把想象带到梦里
在梦里 在我身上发生了同样的事
那种哭的撕心裂肺的感觉是我这辈子不想经历第二次的
关于这个梦
我一个字都没有向他提起
只是告诉他 我想他了
时间是很残酷的
它可以冲淡一切我们想冲淡的
它是有这个能力的
只不过是看需要多长的时间
无论如何 它是不会让我们失望的
对于那个女生
我不是说希望她忘记那个他
只是希望她能放下那个曾经的他
可以永远的记得
但不能永远的执着
回不去不代表不能带着那份回忆走下去
希望她在心中为那个他永远保留一个位置的同时
打开心 给个释放自己的机会
相信他也是这样想
I know it was me that has no time to entertain you first.
I know I said it is ok with your suddenly planned event for the time that I am busy.
I know ...
But I am really miss you.
Feeling alone the whole night and like no place that I can go even this is my house, my home.
My cousin , my relatives, my house ...
Damn the feeling making me feel so alone.
You just keep walking until you are tired or I am feeling tired of thinking of you in my mind.
Just keep walking it is ok.you are the one feeling tired .lol
Maybe ...I am the only one feeling tired .
Stop appeared in my mind for one day.please just one day ok?
Just tomorrow. Stop appeared on my mind in such a special day because it will make me miss you more more so I scare you will very tired of keep appearing on my mind.
